Today marks Abigail's 4th day without a nap. I hate when she does this! I gets so fustrating, especially when the late afternoon comes around and she is so tired, no one can stand her. It's not so much that she resists a nap. She now recognizes when she is tired and will grab me and pull me into her room, saying "night, night". She then nurses and falls fast asleep...until I move. Then she is wide awake and ready to go again. She goes through these phases every few months, this one impaticular, several times this past winter. I've tried everything, I just have no idea what the answer is.
Patience: something I don't have. Trying to concieve has only tested that. I have to admit, it's better this time around, because I keep busy and don't obsess over what's going on. I'm not 7 DPO (days past ovulation). With Abigail, my temperature rose at 10 DPO, which is how I knew I was pregnant. My chart went triphasic (my temp rose a 3rd time, to indicate implantation), so I took a test and it was positive! A faint positive, but positive none-the-less. I am hoping when (staying optomistic here) I get pregnant this time, the same thing will happen. I'm trying not to obsess over what is going on. I have what I think could be "signs", but I don't want to admit it, so I don't jinx myself. I'm hoping in the next few days I'll either get a temp rise or I won't, and I'll know for sure. I still have almost a week before my period is due, so I just have to wait it out...
Something else I need some patience for, the job hunt. DH is off to another interview tomorrow. He left this afternoon, and I'll be honest, it will be nice to be home alone for these few days. I'm excited, but trying not to get my hopes up too much. It's a second interview, so this is it, either her gets the job or he doesn't. The job conference we went to last weekend turned out 5 interviews and 4 of them were interested in a 2nd interview! This is the first of those 4, but also our top pick, because it has an opening in Michigan, so we wouldn't have to move far. It does come with a catch though, it's 3 months of training in another state :/ It's a disadvantage, because he would be gone 3 months, although he could get home on weekends and we could visit him there. It's an advantage because it would give us 3 months to move. Either way, he still has the job here to fall back on, he just hasn't started it yet. Hopefully this week or next, it will be nice to have a decent paycheck coming in again! I just hope everything turns out as it should!
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